Its Just Lif3

Dark black pitch black was my life with lots of strife.. going nowhere not arriving anywhere empty and cold nothing to hold.. wasting my life cutting veins with a knife feeling so rejected i was so dejected but then i saw a light saw something that i couldn't fight it was your eyes without any lies.. part of me changed it was not at all arranged it was all alarming coz you were so charming.. then i thought is that you that i sought all this time finding you almost wasted a lifetime..

We level up not by our age but rather by our consciousness at birth we had little but no consciousness dnt know what we are whats world around us then we grow up we r sent to school thats where our consciousness is shaped (wtf i say) you're told to discriminate you're told to hate by that hate you learn to love but is that love? is that love when you're told which you're not is that love when they take your freedom and make u to believe it? teach you how to exploits others who r in misery in need.. the things you do which r wrong but they made you believe that they r right and by the time you realized that its all so wrong you're helpless to make them right.. then you move to another consciousness where you want to do is to forget all that u hv learned some get to that consciousness others just become prisoners some just get lost lucky few finds the way well what im now im just a prisoner of those lucky ones who r lost & found the way!!!

जितने आसमा में तारे है  उतने मेरे दिल के टुकड़े ना होते  काश वो चाँद मिल जाता  तो रोज़ के दुखड़े ना होते | तोड़ना था तो बस तुम बता देते हम तो हॅसी म़ें इसे गवा देते ना तुमको देते कोई दोष ना खोते ख़ामखा अपना होश | अब जब येह खता हो गयी तुमसे ना फिर मिलना कभी हमसे क्यूंकि जब कभी मिलोगे तुम हमसे| इतना रुला देंगे की कभी नज़रें ना मिला सकोगे खुदसे |

You live for the moments, you die in a moment. You love for no reason, so why u hate for a reason? You cry in the pain, but why you can't laugh in the rain? You crave for the things, but why yr heart doesn't sings? Cant tell someone your feeling, too afraid of what you might be revealing? You're afraid of the dark, like a kitten alone in the park. You're nowhere, im 'now' 'here', together we can go somewhere!!

आज मैने किसी को चैन से सोते देखा! खुले आस्मा के नीचे सुकून से सोते देखा! नींद में मदहोशी में उसे कुछ गुनगुणते देखा! बेफिक्री सा उसे कुछ खुद ही खुद में गाते देखा! पूछना तो चाहा उससे बहुत कुछ मैने ! पर उसे बस आराम से चैन से सोते देखा ! फिर मैने आसमा में चाँद तारों को देखा ! उनको भी सच्ची आज़ादी में झूमते देखा ! हवाओं को पेडों से कुछ बातें करते देखा ! उनको बस मैने ज़िंदगी पे मुस्कुराते देखा ! फिर मैने खुद में अपने आप को झांक के देखा ! अपने अंदर के इंसान को बस यू ही मरते देखा!!

I now know what i want to do sit on an empty dark roof count the stars till its sunshine i know i dont have to be alone coz there is someone talking to me right now so stay with me so that i'll never be alone on those moonless nights with no one within my sight give me a reason to open my heart right now i want you back in my life how can i let you go coz you're my life everybody hurts but that doesn't mean that i let you go so just hang on hang on with me take your time to be with me im sure that nobody feel the way that i feel for you coz you're the one that saves me from the darkness inside me and from all the lights that keeps me blinding im sure that you're the one that save me, you're the only one that saves me!!

what if i can put all the world aside can i be myself for a day? what if i forget all the people  can i talk to to myself again? what if there's no one to judge me can i do the things i love to do? what if i forget myself can i be the with the one i love the most? what if there is no tomorrow can i live the today fully? what if there is no sorrow can i be happy forever? what if i pray to god can devil leave me tonight? what if there is no promises to made can i broke the vow today? what if there no friend to share can i talk to my enemy? what if there is no joy to celebrate can i drown in sorrow? what if thee is no one to love can i hate myself? what if there's no world to care can i live peacefully? what if there is no music to play can i sing the song? what if there is none to live with can i die today??

What a sweet Feelin when you hear a child's cry you dont have to judge it you just feel it the beauty of it. its just like the fragrance of jasmine you simply know it that its something divine. you just know the words of song when you only hear the chords of a song. there's no pretending its a natural thing you feel something good inside when you know you have done something good. there no words to describe a feeling when its just comes out of your heart. i want to be that child coz he is so innocent without the mask of emotions doing the things that feels so pleasent..

अकेला हूँ मुझे और ना सताओ  चैन से रहने दो मेरे पास ना आओ  ग़मों में डूबा हूँ, अब और ना रुलाओ,  रहता हूँ नशे में , अब होश में ना लाओ | ठोकर खाके गिर चुका हूँ, अब कोई ना उठाओ, खो चुका हूँ सब कुछ , अब और ना बहलाओ | अकेला हूँ मुझे और ना सताओ चैन से रहने दो मेरे पास ना आओ गुम हो गया अंधेरो में , अब उजाला ना दिखाओ , दर्द का आदि हो चुका हूँ , ज़ख्मों पे अब मरहम ना लगाओ | भूल गया हुआ जो कुछ , अब उसे याद ना दिलाओ, बहुत दूर जा चुका हूँ, मुझे अब भूल जाओ | अकेला हूँ मुझे और ना सताओ चैन से रहने दो मेरे पास ना आओ शोलों पे चलना सिख गया हूँ, रास्तों पे फूल ना बिछाओ, झूठे खवाबों में गुम हो गया हूँ , हकीक़त की याद मत दिलाओ | तन्हाइयों की ख़ामोशी सुनता हूँ , अब महफ़िलो में मत बुलाओ , मौत का इंतज़ार कर रहा हूँ, अब जीना मत सिखाओ | अकेला हूँ मुझे और ना सताओ चैन से रहने दो मेरे पास ना आओ.. .