Its Just Lif3

Every moment every second of your life, Ends in a feeling that is totally a lie.  You try everything to reach the absolution, But in the end you can't find the solution. You love then you hate, In the end you die that's your's fate. You cheat you ignore, You repeat you approve. But in the end when you realize, Your life has just gone by.

Don't close my eyes when i die want to see the death with my eyes open wide. Death can be beautiful when you see its reality takes all your pain in an instant that can't be described. It's not that i hate living but everyday feels like im dreaming in dreams I picture that sweetest moment of my life. It may be dark but its so soothing for soul can't live this life which is full of beautiful lies..

टूटता हूँ बिख़र जाता हूँ रोज़ सुबह उठकर  फ़िर से वोही मैं वोही 'मैं' बन जाता हूँ| ना सोता हूँ ना ही जाग पाता हूँ फ़िर से सपनो में कहीं खो सा जाता हूँ | ना भटक़ पाता हूँ ना मंज़िल तक पहुँच पाता हूँ बस इन्ही अनजान राहों में कुछ गुम सा हो जाता हूँ | सोचना क्या है बस यही तोह भूल जाता हूँ  खुदही में 'खुद' को दूंढ़ नहीं पाता हूँ |

Take my sight Take my dreams Take my soul Till I breathe. Take my spirit Take my path Don't Wake me up Until I'm dead. Take my heart Take my love Don't Tell me How to hate again..

I really don't wana live this way, finding meaning in the every word i say. I don't wana keep any secrets, letting go all my past regrets. I don't wana stay 'high' any longer, i know it won't make me stronger. I don't want to feel this emptiness inside of me , coz everyday i feel like its killing me. I don't want to hate anyone, just want to give all my love to someone. I don't want to see anything from my eyes, seeing everything my heart cries. I just want to be all alone inside myself, the time has come to know the "true" self.

Somewhere deep down inside of me I remember a person i used to be Who hate to lie about the things he used to do Now tell me why he faded away with time? He was my only ray of light In the darkness when there's nothing in sight He told me there's nothing to fear I'll be with you so shed all your tears. I wish he can be here now Without him i feel empty and broken All my faith in God has shaken Feels like my soul has been taken...

Children in class the lies they're learning So that off to work they'll be earning To make this world keep turning In a funeral pyre they'll be burning. Running and withering in the sun Their ultimate fate they can't overrun Lonely behind their masks Busy doing their meaningless tasks. Trapped inside this bag of flesh Like a clinging cold hard metal mesh Striving, ever striving to find meaning in this senseless living. Living out their miserable fate For their inevitable death they wait Already dead before they die Living out a great big lie. Twisting turning, ever falling The flames of hell are ever calling Into the death's sweet & cold embrace Real & honest friend of the human race. Came from nothing you meant nothing To no one your life means nothing In the end you'll die leaving this petty world of lie.

I have grown way too lonely   wounded my pride  i cry out to the heavens  pain please let me be  or death come make me your bride  i know no answers  no cure for this pain  please stop my crying tears fallin like Rain and set this pain free For i can feel nothing but empty despair tired of endings life is unfair...

Standing at a corner where light cannot reach me there lost my hope to live im empty with nothing to give alone with all my pain want to board the devil's train only death can set me free know you'll also agree can't tell what i have felt know the point where my soul melt lost in the my darkest dream deep inside i feel the scream..

Pain is here pain is there Pain is what i feel everywhere Pain that struck my soul  just like a lightning bolt. i sit alone and listen to the sound of emptiness singing to me about broken heart and broken dreams. i watch others and smile at their joy but at times the hurt is raw remainiding me of what i don't have. never touching the realness of a lovers face and hair only staring at nothingness and feeling more alone then i ever believe i could. I scream in my mind missing what I was trying to be what I'm not Seeking solitude that can never be found. No more i feel the pain Pain of losing you Pain of a shattered dream Pain of heart burning in flames. Pain is my only friend its a soul and part of you he will never leave me and you too it shows the world the real "YOU"...

Nothing matters to me anymore   neither the dreams, nor the truth. neither the hope of love, nor the emptiness of being alone. neither the promises made, nor the forgotten lies. neither those fake smiles, nor the dry tears. neither the thought of holding you, nor the fear of sleeping all alone. neither the bed of roses, nor the carpet of thorns. neither the chaos life, nor the silent death. neither the ecstasy of drugs, nor the unpleasant hangovers. neither the honest opinions, nor the corrupt thoughts. neither the fulfilling days, nor the empty years. neither the sound of music, nor the silence of soul. I Dream about nothing, and nothingness dreams about me.