Its Just Lif3

Everyday everytime everywhere I feel im just there  To be with the things I hv been waiting for i reach for it then i beg for it just when i thought i have it i realized its not what ive been looking for just like a Mirage over the horizon i wait i wait Then i pray Just like desert Pray for the rain but its gone gone with the moment and again left me empty handed.

You live for the moments, you die in a moment. You love for no reason, so why u hate for a reason? You cry in the pain, but why you can't laugh in the rain? You crave for the things, but why yr heart doesn't sings? Cant tell someone your feeling, too afraid of what you might be revealing? You're afraid of the dark, like a kitten alone in the park. You're nowhere, im 'now' 'here', together we can go somewhere!!

आज मैने किसी को चैन से सोते देखा! खुले आस्मा के नीचे सुकून से सोते देखा! नींद में मदहोशी में उसे कुछ गुनगुणते देखा! बेफिक्री सा उसे कुछ खुद ही खुद में गाते देखा! पूछना तो चाहा उससे बहुत कुछ मैने ! पर उसे बस आराम से चैन से सोते देखा ! फिर मैने आसमा में चाँद तारों को देखा ! उनको भी सच्ची आज़ादी में झूमते देखा ! हवाओं को पेडों से कुछ बातें करते देखा ! उनको बस मैने ज़िंदगी पे मुस्कुराते देखा ! फिर मैने खुद में अपने आप को झांक के देखा ! अपने अंदर के इंसान को बस यू ही मरते देखा!!

I now know what i want to do sit on an empty dark roof count the stars till its sunshine i know i dont have to be alone coz there is someone talking to me right now so stay with me so that i'll never be alone on those moonless nights with no one within my sight give me a reason to open my heart right now i want you back in my life how can i let you go coz you're my life everybody hurts but that doesn't mean that i let you go so just hang on hang on with me take your time to be with me im sure that nobody feel the way that i feel for you coz you're the one that saves me from the darkness inside me and from all the lights that keeps me blinding im sure that you're the one that save me, you're the only one that saves me!!

Nothing matters to me anymore   neither the dreams, nor the truth. neither the hope of love, nor the emptiness of being alone. neither the promises made, nor the forgotten lies. neither those fake smiles, nor the dry tears. neither the thought of holding you, nor the fear of sleeping all alone. neither the bed of roses, nor the carpet of thorns. neither the chaos life, nor the silent death. neither the ecstasy of drugs, nor the unpleasant hangovers. neither the honest opinions, nor the corrupt thoughts. neither the fulfilling days, nor the empty years. neither the sound of music, nor the silence of soul. I Dream about nothing, and nothingness dreams about me.

Sitting in dark lonely room, trying to recall her pretty face lost in love’s embrace. when i first talked to her things were easy and feel so right she graced me with her beautiful smile. i was floating on air flying high thought that i would never fall but then suddenly hit the wall. she left me all alone under these empty skies with a pain deep inside my lonely heart. The cold hard pain killed my spirit of love now i walk in the street lonely at night looking at the flashes of light passing by. oh my sweet lover who feels not the same as i do for her but that is her right. wish I’d kept my feelings to myself everything in life was so good then i had to ruin it like a fool, A fool in love…

Where to go from here, my Love! Im tired from running and hiding from the memories I have of you in my heart. Gone are the days when Looking into your eyes was Like gazing into the sky & seeing your smile was like Confronting the divine. With nowhere to go, I only see a way to reach you and that is ripping my heart through with the memories of time I spent with you..